Sunday 28 November 2021

untenable

Untenable

 

Here’s a puzzle for you she says

and throws the pieces in his face

 

They flutter like confetti

take their time to settle

 

half his face

 

a ringed finger on a woman’s hand

 

something out of focus in the background

 

She turns around and leaves

righteous with his imagined grief

 

He tries to unimagine her being unbereaved

Thursday 11 November 2021

Poem

 










Poem

 

… there on the branch just out of reach

branches as other hands fingers splayed

swayed by the current under the surface of sky

 

and stretching as if you could touch

and by touching know and knowing say

the words like water like air   a breath   a reprise

 

under the surface of sky swayed by the current

fingers splayed as other hands reach

just out of touch there on the branch

 

stretch as if you could say and by saying

touch and touching know the current

to breathe the water the air like words …


Thursday 14 October 2021

Simple Machines

 








Simple machines

Let us imagine the machinery

the cogs the ratchets the pawls

laid out on the floor

then being meticulously assembled

and oiled the gauge calibrated …

Could Icarus take flight?


Forging the sky the weight of myth

the blue the white the colossal clouds

soft-limbed and below

the sea muscular sculpted

immense and breathing pulsing

against an iron-rimmed horizon …

 

Simple machines a lever a wedge

a bit of pushing and pulling

another turn of the screw

a tightening a loosening

a wheel within a wheel

an inclination

 

the Minotaur in the labyrinth

running scared hungry

running into walls

gone off the rails

another child on the loose   

lost

Saturday 18 September 2021

What of the end, Pandora?


 








What of the end, Pandora?

 

Pandora returns to the kitchen late one night

unsure of what has brought her there

perhaps some troubled dream

that still haunts the 40-watt gloom

the lazy shadows that line the walls like maps

she leans on the back of a high wooden chair

and surveys the room the unwashed dishes

littering the table piled in the sink

the toys strewn across the floor

a naked doll in a shoe box

the fruit bowl a study in decay

but beyond the surfaces

and on a high shelf at the back

behind a bottle of Tesco’s whisky

is the jar the lid still screwed in tight.

 

The next day, sometime after two

in the garden on the rickety table

she sets down an apple the jar the bottle

and sits down throwing off her shoes

she lies back closes her eyes

can hear her daughter singing the blues

as she climbs the steps to the slide

she stretches out her hand to catch at the …

and as her sleeve rises up her arm

she sees the tattoo just below her wrist

“Gods’ Gift” her fingers pause …

 

Halfway through the whiskey the apple gone to core

she picks up the jar and puts it to her ear

wonders if it will purr like Schrödinger’s cat

she hears the beat of wings things borne

all that is left when all else escapes

takes flight flees a prisoner all but released

the dregs the lees there’s so little air to breathe …

 

What of the end?

She wipes the earth from her hands

but the dirt has been ingrained

she rubs at a spot but it won’t come out

the stain the prophecy the reading of the banns

the spreading of the pall

will these hands never be clean?

She empties the last of the whisky

over the grave

and as the rain begins to fall

she calls her daughter from a game

all too human

 

considers the torment of hope


Check out the following links

http://mural.uv.es/spricas/pandora.html

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schr%C3%B6dinger%27s_cat

http://nietzsche.holtof.com/reader/friedrich-nietzsche/human-all-too-human/aphorism-71-quote_d3cd42c76.html

https://www.yorknotes.com/alevel/english-literature/macbeth-alevel/study/plot-action/01210100_act-v-scene-1






Tuesday 24 August 2021

Learning to write

 


Learning to write

 

The house is fully furnished:

A mother, three kids and the TV;

The father is upstairs, attached to a guitar:

An intricate arrangement of strings and chords;

An intimate arrangement of bodies and words.

 

My hobby, he once declaimed,

Is not playing the guitar,

It’s learning to play the guitar.

Then he took himself off for a session.

A terse man, pithy under the skin.

Once, maybe twice,

He’d handed me the guitar

Like a baton, like a lesson.

I never learned. He never listened.

 

And so, only when the music stopped,

Was the poem written.

 

Now, sometimes, if I listen very hard

I can still hear the fingers at work:

The tiny metallic flowers blooming,

Filling the air; dandelion heads

Going to seed, wind-blown.

 

The time is always the same: too late.



This poem was initially inspired by Carolyn Kizer's Thrall. See the link below.


The original of the picture above is by Regina Cassolo Bracchi.
For information about her see the link below.


Friday 30 July 2021

Family Therapy

 








Family Therapy

 

Tell me,

 

Were you ready for this?

Being asked to undress,

 

The tone polite but stern.

The folding of your clothes …

 

Was it tea or coffee

That you dunked the biscuit in?

 

I could, I suppose, agree

That when they asked who did it -

 

Who started the fight,

Who committed the theft -

 

That you looked up right,

Or that you looked up left.

 

Are you looking up now,

As if you’d know somehow?


Monday 12 July 2021

Still









It’s in a shoebox under the bed - still

 

She’s young here

a stranger to me

the photo

its moment of happiness

excludes me

 

Young and happy

the picture captures this

imprisons and endlessly repeats it

still as Zeno’s Arrow

 

Yet no one remembers it

this deictic moment this little death

 

It lives only in the image

and what I now bring to it

yet still the wound

the piercing of the heart

 

It’s all there is and then it’s gone.