Monday 14 February 2022

The Bends

 

The bends

 

Love is surely the same for some of us

the seemingly original addiction to touch

and being touched the anticipation

the seemingly endless gratification

how everything is too little and too much

the spiralling descent into paradise

only to find the oxygen thin the lack of sky

So begins the slow tortuous attenuation of desire

then the raging ascent rising for a breath of air

and towards the end surfacing into endless ocean

with nothing or no one to grasp or cling to and

the blood fizzing in the brain and the bends.

Tuesday 25 January 2022

Bad Faith

 

Bad Faith

 

The door of his life has been left open,

Just slightly, a leaving ajar to let in

The air, a little - a way in, a way out.

He might step outside, or he may not.

 

He feels the draught upon his neck,

Hopes he is right, for his own sake.

He wonders about absence, about choice;

Thinks about the silence, about the noise.

Wednesday 5 January 2022

Trojan Horses

 Trojan Horses

 

He took her for a ride,

a ride across deserts and seas.

 

She took him in,

into her head, into her heart’s disease.

Thursday 16 December 2021

Reclamation

 Reclamation

 

The rats got in, the rats and the mice,

Into all that had been left behind:

The clothes, the toys, the unmade bed.

They gnawed and chewed, nested and bred;

Birds too, starlings and sparrows,

And the shit everywhere, slimy and greasy,

With the slow rot of time, the damp, the heat …

The weather raged: the rain, the snow, the wind,

The sun cooking up a dreadful stew.

The brickwork stove slumped and collapsed,

And the chimney- once repaired - relapsed.

The roof sagged, the woodwork buckled and warped.

Indifferent, abandoned, forlorn, the family long gone -

Gone to the city, with its parks, cinemas and zoos,

With its work and distractions, the culture, the church -

The house gave up, gave itself up, with nothing to lose;

Jilted, denied, and left in the lurch, it closed its eyes.

It would have moaned, creaked, cracked and split,

Sounds almost human to the attentive passer-by;

For a house needs people to keep nature at bay.

And the garden? It surrendered unto itself:

An uprising of weeds and wild flowers, the trees bleeding

Sap, shedding leaves, shouldering the eaves aside.

The survival of the tenacious, of the rapacious,

In which small worlds collide -

The spiders, the beetles, the ants and the bees.

From the road, the house became forest,

Became invisible, not so much decay

As reclamation. Undisturbed.

The rats, the mice, the birds.

 

Sunday 28 November 2021

untenable

Untenable

 

Here’s a puzzle for you she says

and throws the pieces in his face

 

They flutter like confetti

take their time to settle

 

half his face

 

a ringed finger on a woman’s hand

 

something out of focus in the background

 

She turns around and leaves

righteous with his imagined grief

 

He tries to unimagine her being unbereaved

Thursday 11 November 2021

Poem

 










Poem

 

… there on the branch just out of reach

branches as other hands fingers splayed

swayed by the current under the surface of sky

 

and stretching as if you could touch

and by touching know and knowing say

the words like water like air   a breath   a reprise

 

under the surface of sky swayed by the current

fingers splayed as other hands reach

just out of touch there on the branch

 

stretch as if you could say and by saying

touch and touching know the current

to breathe the water the air like words …


Thursday 14 October 2021

Simple Machines

 








Simple machines

Let us imagine the machinery

the cogs the ratchets the pawls

laid out on the floor

then being meticulously assembled

and oiled the gauge calibrated …

Could Icarus take flight?


Forging the sky the weight of myth

the blue the white the colossal clouds

soft-limbed and below

the sea muscular sculpted

immense and breathing pulsing

against an iron-rimmed horizon …

 

Simple machines a lever a wedge

a bit of pushing and pulling

another turn of the screw

a tightening a loosening

a wheel within a wheel

an inclination

 

the Minotaur in the labyrinth

running scared hungry

running into walls

gone off the rails

another child on the loose   

lost